TE QUIERO = I love you

My bucket list

1. I want to be a lawyer: I know. Yes, a lawyer. Probably a divorce one or family one not sure which yet
2. I want to be a wedding planner: my mom plans events as a hobby and I’ve helped plan a few weddings and I just love the rush you get when everything just falls in place on someone elses special day and its perfect and you know you made it perfect for them.
3. I want to date a guy who’s in the army or a pilot, a naval officer, airforce: basically I want to date a guy whose job involves danger, who can just be announced dead at any point of the day unexpectedly. Weird I know
4. I want to go bunjee jumping: it just sounds like a lot of fun
5. I also want to date a guy 20 years older: for some weird reason I do. Please wipe that silly look off your face. Yes, 20 years older
6. I want to adopt a kid from a poverty stricken country
7. I want to live in new york city: on the upper east side in a penthouse suite of an expensive apartment building
8. I dont want a kid or a husband before im thirty: in my twenties I want to go clubbing with the girls on Friday nights after work, bitch about our arrogant bosses on Monday nights over drinks and if I have a husband that won’t happen.
9. I want to open an old peoples home in nigeria: I see so many helpless old people in my country and there’s absolutely no one to help them everyones attention is on the orphans or the motherless babies whatever happened to the aged
10. I want to earn my first million dollars before I’m thirty.
11. I want to be involved in the making of a movie: not neccesarily act in it maybe be an assistant director or something
12. I want to dance professionally: I just love dancing and well getting paid to dance just makes it a whole lot better.

There are a lot of things I want to do. I could go on and on and on and on. And so many things on my plate I’m not sure I’ll be able to settle down and have a husband and a family but seeing as I want to adopt a baby I could be a single mom and the husband would come later. However God wants it

Yes I’m back with my rant

You know when you’ve wanted something for so so long and you finally get it and then you don’t know if you really want it anymore? Well you could say I’m in such a situation. The thing is I want this thing, I have this thing but I’m scared of it and what will happen if I keep it.

Sex or Love?

i keep asking myself this question over and over again. 

if you had to choose between two absolutely wonderful guys, equally hot. One you had great sexual chemistry with and the other you just feel really at home with and you might love him. 

so the question still remains: sex or love?

i know trey songz said sex aint better than love but it should be different in some cases. 

honestly speaking at the moment i cant even answer this question i ask myself.

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Relationships are Harder Now,

Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.

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